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Injection remorse? Not just a yes but a HELL YES I now have regrets. Had I been given factual data to have the option of providing truly informed consent there is no way I would have agreed to a jab.

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Thank you for this. It's so maddening, your question about whether or not it would have made a difference, had there been an adverse event package insert, in terms of people thinking twice about getting these shots...... maddening, because my common sense and gut feeling about taking an experimental "vaccine" that was being pushed so hard, while treatments were being suppressed and expert voices silenced, was more than enough for me -- but to my loved ones (ALL of them jabbed multiple times), they could not hear me!!!

I do think -- if only there had been a package insert with warnings, it would have been something tangible I could have thrust in their faces as I begged and pleaded with them not to put this poison into their bodies.

I am beside myself with outrage.

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i am with you

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My family members were coerced, rather forced, because if they didn't get the jab they would have lost their jobs - in a bank, in a factory, volunteer fire/paramedic department. They have bills to pay and felt they had zero option from employers - not their doctors. And now they're suffering ongoing autoimmune and 2 had heart attacks, all 3 under 50yo.

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My heart bleeds for them all.

I still fail to realise why otherwise normal people are so dumb to conform with this utter crapola,,,

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I think most were forced by employers. When you’ve got a mortgage and family to support and your boss/company says get the jab by a deadline or you’re fired, there’s not a lot of choice. There are public library and school jobs near me that state you must be fully vaccinated within 45 days of hiring. I’m blessed and thankful we are frugal so I’m not forced to work yet

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Broadly speaking, most public buildings are unattended at night.

Nobody needed to be jabbed: fires just happen. Don't they?

Resistance is not rocket science: it is normal.

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They have a block, thinking we are conspiracy theorists, that governments and doctors would not support something such as this. People are clinging to that door that Rose is on (btw there is and was room for Jack).

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I know and I fear it (the knock on effects). I'm not jabbed, my elders are and my brother. I really really do worry about them all. My brother is 60 and well, let's just say, I hate to think of the bill coming due.

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Outrage, yes. We all are and should be. But package inserts - which should be there - may not make much of a difference. Who reads them? Most folks I know who got jabbed didn’t know there were no inserts. Didn’t know about the concept of informed consent. They just got jabbed because TV, the then President and WH admin folks, and the medical system including their beloved docs told them to. That was enough for them. We need to break the hold that those “authorities” have on people. Somehow.

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Zactly. I had no idea of "informed consent"; always trusted my doctors and believed in vaccines; no clue other than a small signal in the 90's(which I ignored) about autism being caused by some(?) vaccine. . . I got the damn shot because I figured I no longer would have to, get this, wear a mask to gain entry into the local home fixit store! Imagine that? My main concern was about . . . a mask! PATHETIC.

Slightly wiser now, I am anti-vax, anti-doctor, anti-government and eyes wide open for more crapp coming down from above as trans, gay, racial, food security & availability, pandemic, mass murder, shop-lifting & urban crime, fentanyl, illegal immigrant issues gather like multiple plagues from bible times.

I will say, if the listings of female reproductive harm potential was described by a functional news media, it is likely clear thinking women may have stopped this. However, I don't believe the insert, sitting in the package, printed in size 4 font would have been read by even one nurse much less the recipients.

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My previously unjabbed son (he did not receive any "recommended childhood immunizations") knew better.

I begged him to study the data I provided him with from March 15th 2020 through August 2021, when he rolled up his sleeve for his 1st Pfizer jab.

He rolled up his sleeve for the 2nd after being denied access to his fitness facility, movie theaters, restaurants, bars, and would have been denied the right to board a plane in Canada, without showing "proof of Covid19 vaccination'.

With ALL that said, I inquired whether the person who injected him had aspirated the needle.

He didnt watch. (No idea.)

I also asked whether he'd been duly informed of potential adverse events associated with the Pfizer injection, prior to giving consent to the injections.

He said he asked... He was told "You might experience a sore arm..."

He's currently awaiting an appointment with a urologist. There's an unusual mass in one of his testes.

He waited 6 months for the screening which revealed this problem .

He is 26.

😭

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I’m so sorry. I’ve lost both past patients and friends to this. It’s heart breaking. I hope it turns out well.

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Thanks.

I fervently hope so too.

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Sooo many did this for societal convenience - even those who didn't want to get it. One of my friends who did this came out if remission from breast cancer and now has turbo cancer. She knows it's from the shots.

Praying for your son.

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Thank you.

Those of us who know? Live with the daily uncertainty and fear for our dear ones.

Those who don't know? Are willfully ignorant at this point.

😢

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Ignorance must be bliss.

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Must be...

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My prayers are with you. Remember the alternate cancer treatments do work on some of these cancers: See Joe Tippens, and others. Best thing is you can start these protocols PRIOR to starting 'conventional' treatments and you may be in better shape when you do get an appointment.

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I have had a habit of always asking for (and reading) the package insert with any medication, though I stopped taking all prescriptions about 17 years ago.

Over many years of my life, it had gradually dawned on me that I mostly experienced the side effects without the benefits promised, from quite a few medications. I'm a petite female, so weight and receiving the same adult dose as a 300-lb male might have had something to do with it. But it was because of the adverse events that I started paying attention.

Anyone can ask for these at the pharmacy counter when putting in the prescription request. Pharmacists know a lot more than doctors about how medications work in the body and effects of combining multiple meds. You can always ask to speak to the pharmacist, too, about side effects.

It was because I started reading the inserts and talking to the pharmacists that I decided I was done with prescriptions. I've only become healthier since making that decision 17 years ago.

Yes, if I could have gotten my hands on a package insert for the vaccines, you'd better believe I would have shown that to my loved ones as I was pleading with them.

(they pleaded with me, too -- tearfully -- to get these injections. they were frightened that I would die without them. These are my dear, elderly parents -- frightened that I would die without the poison shot! Needless to say, they have gotten their five shots. They are still with us, but not so very healthy....)

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Right behind you there. I get asked why I ditched BP meds? Why I don't take statins? (my cholesterol runs just like my Dad's (he's 90 with a bum heart but still walking running and swimming..). My answer is: I'll try with natural methods and if I do need the drugs for BP that's ALL I'll consider taking. the ACE II drugs worked for me, but you know what? They were reported to be contaminated several times (come from China) AND I discovered the hybiscus tea, beet juice and cherry juice, magnesium and low sodium work if I can only adhere to them.

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my wife just got on BP meds since getting the 2 Pfizer shots 2 yrs ago. . . I can't help but wonder if the upshot in her normally normal BP levels has been due to the fake vax.

Wondering if you can shed light on more details of the natural way approaching to lowering? dose and timing for the main ones? thx.

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first -- make sure you have a good home blood pressure reader. Second -- don't go off meds abruptly, and even though a lot of us are not trusting doctors these days, under the supervision of a competent doctor is the right advice to give. Third -- do your own research until you understand and feel confident that you have the knowledge you need to take care of yourself. ;)

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yep, got the BP reader. It was mainly because of having this she got motivated to see a doc in the first place. . . BP meds DO work. BP is lower. Looking for natural alternative . . . thinking? she could take the meds and the naturals simultaneously (1st verify no interactions of course) and then get do to lower dosage over months. . . Likely this could be pie in the sky because I don't think she will try my suggestions. Still, I am hoping to learn about the potential. . .

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cayenne pepper works, too.

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❤️ Unfortunately these stories are the new normal for all of us - injected or not. I worry about the growing evidence that there is a shedding aspect so even many of us injected will be affected. It’s all insane. But good for you on rejecting pharmaceuticals. They harm more than they help.

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Well shedding is real, but that just means you must be on the 'prevention' side. Get that nicotine patch, the IVM Quercetin Black Seed Oil and NAC going. And EDTA cream. Can't hurt you can it?

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We do those things.

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Me as well....only three of us out of 23 family members that did not take the poison....myself, and my two adult children. I tried, and tried and failed to make them listen....they thought they were mostly doing their part.....and I was not.

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"I am beside myself with outrage".

Yes, and for me this also includes profound levels of grief frequently expressed, and in other moments extreme compassion for all these people who got duped. It's a complete mixed bag of emotions.

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Would the package insert have helped? Maybe for some, not others due to the fear level and the evaporation of the ability to cognitively process anything. When the shots came out and I was informing my in their 80s in-laws of what we knew then, what was being warned against, leaked data, etc, my mother-in-law's response that is burned into my brain was "well, some people do not tolerate all medications". Yep...true...as her husband was injured multiple times and it isn't acknowledged. Even when she got the second shot, that evening on the phone she couldn't find words which never happened before. I looked at my husband and we knew "it" had crossed the blood brain barrier and was creating some type of damage. We finally got through to them with the fall bi-valent shots. But still, we can have zero conversation about what happened with my father-in-law. Even her dr dropped dead suddenly and unexpectedly....clueless.

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There was an EMPTY blank 'insert' page. so asking to read it would have been an interesting awakening for you and the pharmacist or whatever gas station attendant was injecting you.....hopefully more people know to ask to read now than did before, but what an awful lesson to learn the hard way. Many of us are mourning family and friends who wouldn't listen to we "conspiracy theorists"...to me, it was so blatantly wrong from the very first day of this psy-op...

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I know if they had had warnings my mother would have thought twice. My data wasn't good enough and really who am I, ? I'm her damn daughter that's who, I have never lied, she has been around me all my life. When I take something on I devor it.

But, on the other hand, I'm sure she thought that type of thing would never occur. Trust government and all. Born '41, so I don't think that is baby boomers. I will check. My head got too full. She denied to mnme the other day that she has been in hospital 5 times. I said oh yes.

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Today, I learned the FDA was originally formed as the "Pure FDA" in the 1800's to deal with the issue that people were taking concoctions with undisclosed amounts of opium, cocaine, alcohol, etc in them from the snake-oil type salesmen. Their mission was to create LABELS with all ingredients - clearly so people could be informed.

Insightful 10 min conversation between attorney Warner Mendenhall (part of the Brooke Jackson legal team) and David Gortler, a former FDA Senior Advisor to the FDA Commissioner who was requesting to look at the shots' data, was denied, and who was interestingly fired the day Biden was inaugurated. https://www.covidlawcast.com/p/david-gortler-fda-senior-advisor?

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Death is a conspicuously absent AE.

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YOU'RE RIGHT

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one of the first things I noticed too.

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On page 898 it lists 2995 deaths (and in the surrounding pages: 698 sudden deaths, 105 sudden cardiac deaths, and a few more in other categories), but we have no way of interpreting that data without knowing the denominator and how many events would be expected in the population under surveillance. The denominator clearly doesn't seem very large, because only 74803 COVID-19 cases are listed. But the biggest thing is that the ratio of ~4000 deaths to ~75000 COVID cases (even if it's the most deadly vaccine in the world) tells us that the data in this Pfizer document are definitely subject to voluntary reporting and other biases, so the events are tremendously underreported (some more than others). For instance, the Pfizer and Moderna clinical trials showed an EXCESS DEATH rate (non-COVID) of 4 per ~37,000 with vaccination in the very healthy clinical trial population over just a <6 month period. Most of us will agree that it has to be WORSE than that in the real-world population, but if you go by VAERS and other voluntarily reported systems it appears much better than that, which is obviously due to the tremendous underreporting in these voluntary reporting systems.

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they are a subset of Serious AEs.

Serious AEs = deaths, life threatening, permanent disabilities, hospitalization

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even thought there were 1223 deaths in the trial period of 12/20 through 2/21 - insanity

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my family would have still gotten the jab even with a list of possible side effects. they are that brainwashed. my parents have had so many problems since their 3 jabs but still don’t see it. before the jabs they were fine. it’s maddening!

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I am the only one in my entire family who did not get any pf the LNP/modRNA shots. None of them will even read the information that is now available to them.

I have now watched my wife have a "bloodshot" eye, have "weird" racing heart beat during the night, bloody stool, swollen legs (possibly her heart may not be pumping all that well anymore, or her vascular system may have lost to many elastic fibers). Still I cannot get her to go have her heart checked, her blood pressure checked or have her endothelial quality index determined (by post-occlusive reactive hyperemia test ). I will be watching everyone around me die way before their time.

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Your family sounds exactly like my family.. Myself, my daughter, nephew, and 1 cousin are the only ones out of about 35-40 family members that didn't get any of the shots.

I live in a rural farming area and most of my family & extended family live nearby--or an hour's drive away.

My parents, brother, aunts and uncles, etc..absolutely would NOT listen to--or read any information that warned against taking the shots. Anything that was labeled "conspiracy theory" or "misinformation" they will NOT even look at or listen to.

Fauchi's words were gospel to them and mainstream news like CNN or MSNBC was (and still is ) their preferred source of information.

Sadly my parents pressured my 32 yr old son to get 2 shots and a booster. He finally listened to me and refuses to get anymore, but he never needed any in the first place. No one needed them in the first place..

My boyfriend was also pressured and mandated by his employer to get the shots (he got 2 but refuses anymore)

My mom and dad were 77-78 yrs old, active and healthy when they lined up for the shots. Their physical and mental health has declined rapidly these past 2 yrs. They and their doctors are "clueless" as to why though..."Just old age" they say.

They took their SIXTH covid shot a couple months ago.

My mom now has severe lower back pain and left hip pain, rectal bleeding (can't get a colonoscopy because of dehydration), and short term memory loss. Her spine is swelled.

My dad now can't remember things from one day to the next, his cholesterol numbers are extremely high, blood pressure higher.

My brother now shaves his head because patches of his hair fell out and left bald spots, also his autoimmune skin condition (that was under control with meds) has flared and worsened.

My aunt now has extremely low blood pressure to the point of blacking out (she's always had very high blood pressure) and her Dr cannot figure out why or what to do about it. She's also having terrible digestive issues.

My athletic, very healthy uncle that used to mountain bike everyday for miles-- now cannot ride his bike anymore. He started having breathing problems and heart issues after his 2nd shot. The Drs have ran test after test but are still baffled as to what's causing it.

2 of my elderly great uncles went into congestive heart failure and died not long after they got a booster shot.

And the list goes on and on....

I get so mad everytime I hear that they all went and got another booster. They literally cannot and will not make the connection as to WHY they keep getting sicker or having more health issues.

I made my son and my boyfriend take ivermectin plus vitamins & supplements right after they got the horrible things.

I feel like I'm living in the Twilight Zone or a horrible dream. I can't believe my family members are SO ignorant and humanity has fallen this far...

I too will be watching everyone around me die way before their time 😪

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The biggest problem are the doctors. Most of them do not even know about the study #185350 which Pfizer did in late 2020 and handed over to the FDA, which shows that after 25 minutes post IM injection the LNPS are everywhere in your body. Here is a link to read it online and there is also the option of downloading it from phmpt.org (go to Pfizer documents search for '185350') https://archive.org/details/125742-s-1-m-4-4223-185350/mode/2up

Without knowing this, they just do not understand why the shots damage your vascular system to the point that you lose a lot of elastic fibers and your blood pressure goes out of whack (your blood vessels just cannot accommodate pressure changes as well any more which leads to all kinds of damages down the line).

I showed the study (table 1 pages 23-24) to a cardiovascular specialist. He had not seen it before. I then presented him with the basic biology behind one of the ways that the LNPs lead to cell death and tissue damage: Any cell that gets transfected by LNPs (the ones used are untargeted; meaning they will transfect any cell they get in contact with) will be turned into a viral protein factory. That's when the innate immune system comes into play and kills those cells it deems infected by a virus, in order to contain a possible spread of a virus. In the case of blood vessels, once the single layer of endothelial cells is gone, the next damage will be to the structure of the blood vessel.

The damage is done. Elastic fibers in the blood vessel do not regenerate after puberty. And the specialist only looked at me like a deer in headlights.

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Thanks for the links. I do have the phmpt link but haven't discussed it with my mom because the times I tried (before their 1st shots of moderna and 1st and 2nd boosters) to warn her with info from knowledgeable Drs she looked them up online and said they were misinformation spreaders. Then on top of that her church was telling all its members to get it and that God wouldn't tell them to do it if it was gonna harm them. She said as long as I'm told to do it I'm gonna do it. My dad doesn't go to her church but she pressures him into getting them also.. OMG I was livid when she told me that. How do you even reason with narrowminded people like that?? I gave up. Unless she or my dad literally fall over as the syringe plunger goes down and they KNOW the shot maimed them then they might listen. Even then...i doubt it

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You're speaking of professional integrity, mustn't forget they didn't have to read or research anything just proceed the way they were told by the "authorita" and health experts in msm.

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"Any cell that gets transfected by LNPs " . . . wondering if you got this slightly wrong, just verifying.

I understood that it is the spike protein that signals the cells to bind with them and transfects the cells and the LNP's are simply transporting and enclosing the spike proteins around your body. I don't understand how it can be possible for a lipid nano-particle(a fat polymer) to transfect since it has no ability to chemically signal. I could be wrong, I am just an engineer!

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the LNP is nano-sized, carries a charge, and slips right into the gates/channels in the cell membrane

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I understand better now. The idea is this is not chemical signalling that causes the transfection(as I had wrongly understood) but rather electrical charge differentials in the cell environment motivating transfection. Got this below from the ghost.

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so, " . . . carries a charge and slips right into the gates. . ." actually means it IS transfecting on its own?!

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The spike is not in the LNPs. I think you are subject of a misinterpretation. The SARS-CoV2 needs the spike on its outer membrane to get entry into cells. The LNPs are basically just little lipid bubbles that are like extracellular vesicles, so they can simply meld with the lipid bylayer that is any cells membrane. The LNPs hold the blueprint for the spike which will then be produced by the cell. Those spike produced by the cells are then presented on the cell surface and can lead to syncitia formation (fusing with neighboring cells).

You were mixing up the way that the actual virus enters the cells with how the LNPs work.

https://www.cell.com/trends/molecular-medicine/fulltext/S1471-4914(22)00103-4

This link could clear up some of the confusion. Also, the signaling you are mentioning is really something that normally viruses need. Usually there are structures on the cell surface that viruses attach to. In the case of Polio for instance it is CD155 (Cluster of Differentiation) which the virus binds to. And not all cells have the same structures on their cell membranes. The LNPs do not need any of those structures.

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interesting article; read most of it and found only support for my statement that the LNP's are carriers of the mRNA. It appears that the LNP's are supporting inflammation and apparently adjuvants also, but not the prime functioning components like the mRNA actors.

Sincerely, I don't believe I am confusing the action of the SARS virus with the Spike protein / antigen conveyed in the vaccine.

Of course, I am only an engineer not an immunologist so there is likely something UN-stated which YOU understand, the authors understand and I don't "get".

That's OK.

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I hear you.

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I'm sorry about your wife, both her spikeshot injuries and her refusal to get medical evaluation. Of all the people I love, only my daughter has not gotten the spikeshot, but her health was already ruined by vaccine injury as a baby. Like you, I expect to lose almost everyone I love prematurely.

I was blindsided by how easily and thoroughly brainwashed my intelligent, well-educated relatives and friends were by the mainstream media propaganda...

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you have a lot of company

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An easy test for endothelial function is CRP or hsCRP. Unfortunately it also rises if anything else is going wrong, so only useful and reassuring if it is low. BNP or NT-proBNP sorts out the poor heart function fairly well.

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My wife's BP is up after receiving the damn jabs too. On BP meds.

I read Malcolm Kendrick's book "The Clot Thickens" good book, he talked about endothelial health being the main thing that controls your blood pressure and final morbidity.

Any chance you can bloviate a bit on the "endothelial quality index?" It sounds like a good thing to have her doc check! thx.

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The big issue is the fact that the LNPs will transfect any endothelial cell thy come in contact with. That leads to the exposure of the underlying structures which contain elastic fibers. Those fibers are one of the important pieces in your arteries being able to change their diameter to accommodate blood pressure changes. Once those fibers are gone, they are gone for good, unless you are before puberty (they can regenerate before puberty). The PORH test checks how well your arteries can change their diameter after blood flow has been reduced. When you have damage to your endothelial lining, you also end up with damage to your elastic fibers, all of that together will show up in the test with values that show your ineffective response of your damaged arteries.

And that is where the bad stuff begins. The structures where the vascular system changes from arteries to veins are called capillaries. Guess what they are made of? Endothelial cells. When there is damage to what is called the capillary bed, you can end up with all kinds of bad stuff. The blood flow can be completely rerouted which is called a shunt and the huge issue is, that the arteries can adapt to pressure change, the veins cannot. The capillaries are meant to basically decouple the arterial system from the venous system. When you get shunts, this is no longer given. Plus of course the tissue that relies on the capillary bed for being supplied with oxygenated blood and removal of CO2 heavy blood has now the problem that this system does not work all that well anymore. The effect is tissue damage. And from study 185350 we, the EMA, the FDA and Pfizer know this can happen everywhere in your body. Especially because Endothelial cells also have ACE2 receptors. That means that the capillary beds are perfect hot spots for syncytia formation-> more damage-> but also lymphopenia (white blood cells get sucked into the syncytia's and die; fewer white blood cells over all.)

And that is just the direct damage.

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1) scanning through that Pf document, it looks like we *may* have Pfz's own estimate of a denominator-- either number of shots given, or number of patients injected, maybe both-- with which to calculate a *rate* of AEs from this data, to be able to compare it to other routine shots. This is something we've been missing for two years.

2) This data only covers thru June 2022, so whatever it says, it's been a whole additional year and those numbers are even bigger now.

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indeed... a lot bigger

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I agree, I'm just finding out about my own family's injuries which are happening now and they were vaccinated in 2021.

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I fear I am also the waiting part of the family.....the only sibling un-jabbed, and waiting for the bad news to hit....they were all happily injected in 2021, as if it was an honourable thing to do. Baffles me still.

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And thank you Jessica...I think you're awesome!

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Just off the phone with my Mom in Canada....when I asked her again if she believes me now, or any of the countless others who have been shouting from the rooftops about the scams ( both Covid and climate...don't get me started on Ukraine too)....she said she is still thinking, and she doesn't want to talk about it.. "I will discuss nothing uncomfortable", is her opus morandi....what to do? When do we stop caring? I am all out of ideas how to reach my family. Does anyone else have the feeling that you are living in another universe? We all deserve medals for not falling apart. :-)

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As hateful as their methods are the psyops being run are amazingly effective: ". . . doesn't want to talk about it" when questioned about an alternative possibility. This is something you hear / see all the time in this alternative reality we (apparently) live in hear in Substack land.

Imagine? Program the "proles"(from the book 1984) THIS way and they will be immune to hearing any statement contrary to the state narrative.

Yep, and it works VERY well.

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She doesn't want to talk about anything uncomfortable....sounds like she knows because it's uncomfortable and can't handle it - compartmentalization is an effective denial snd survival tactic - once she verbalizes it, she has admitted it to others that she knows.

Totally agree re different universes!

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do you believe there are other dimensions/universes/afterlifes? I wonder if the thing that separates the jabbed/unjabbed might be much more than sales resistance.

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Has anyone here ever had a friend or family member acknowledge that they should have listened to us???? I haven’t had one. The closest I got was one sister jabbed and boosted at least 4 times say “well we did the best we could with the information we had”. BULLSHIT! I sent her study after study and unless she read it in the NYTimes she would not believe it. I don’t know why I need so badly to hear apologies. But I DO.

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Yeah. We're down three cousins due to "suddenly" since the rollouts.

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so sorry for your losses

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not fishing for sympathy-- we are talking about extended family, second cousins, first once removed, etc, in a very large kin network and I barely knew them. Just a datapoint. It's all statistics until it's people in your social circle/gene pool. But I'm old enough to remember when my grandparents' generation was slowly dying of old age, and it was different. Some dragged-out battles with cancer, a not -unexpected heart attack or two a decade after bypass surgery (that only buys you so much time), and lots of prolonged goodbyes with alzheimer's. All of them OLD. None of them were a surprise. These recent ones though... no warning. Their kids didn't make it into town to say goodbye. That's not a thing I remember happening to the previous generation. They're dying different, now.

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Same here

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I am sorry to inform you that you should look at Geert Vanden Bossche's substack or youtube. He just put out a series of 10 very brief videos that together form a synopsis of his new book. He thinks it is inescapable that there will arise a lethal variant among the jabbed, that will affect only the jabbed. 2/3 of the USA, and even higher in other western nations, are jabbed. He even posits a theory on why it hasn't happened yet, but still will.

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Yes, the denominator is key here- what do you think the estimate is? The denominator clearly doesn't seem very large, because only 74803 COVID-19 cases are listed (page 930). But the biggest thing is that the ratio of ~4000 deaths (page 898 and surrounding pages) to ~75000 COVID cases (even if it's the most deadly vaccine in the world) tells us that the data in this Pfizer document are definitely subject to voluntary reporting and other biases, so the events are tremendously underreported (some more than others). For instance, the Pfizer and Moderna clinical trials showed an EXCESS DEATH rate (non-COVID) of 4 per ~37,000 with vaccination in the very healthy clinical trial population over just a <6 month period. Most of us will agree that it has to be WORSE than that in the real-world population, but if you go by VAERS and other voluntarily reported systems it appears much better than that, which is obviously due to the tremendous underreporting in these voluntary reporting systems.

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In the document, Pfz estimates that 76% of the doses they shipped, were administered. It's not possible to know how accurate that estimate is, but they do say how much they shipped. No, I have not had time to go comb out the numbers yet (and frankly, I'm hoping someone else will do it, because I'm behind on the laundry). that doesn't say how many patients there were on the other end, because of course, some people got one shot, some two, some three, some more, but table 13 looks like it at least attempts to clarify that, and it might be possible to extrapolate how many patients PFZ *thinks* there are. So you have two possible denominators: estimated number of doses given, from which you could maybe extract an adverse-events-per-dose ratio, and number of patients, from which you could maybe get an adverse-events-per-vaxd-population number. It's not totally clear to me, looking at the different charts, whether any of the charts is giving an actual total number of doses shipped, or a total number of doses estimated to have been given (76% of shipped), or if you have to go through and add up the totals on the different charts. Have been too groggy to tackle the fine print so far. Need another litre of coffee for that...

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Ok, where does it say 76% of doses (which page)? And where is Table 13?

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https://tkp.at/wp-content/uploads/2023/03/3.PSUR-1.pdf

It's an infuriatingly horrible document. 396 pages and can't be searched with ctrl+F. But it's on page 31: "the worldwide number of shipped doses may serve as a reasonable indicator of subject exposure, considering that approximately 76% of the shipped doses were administered."

Now, there's still the legit question of whether that's even remotely accurate-- I'm told by a reliable source that in the US at least, once doses were delivered to a vax-administering center, they were counted as 100% administered. So I'm wondering if that 76% figure is just "manufactured" minus "something happened to it during shipping" ? A number they pulled out of their backsides? They don't seem to give any reasoning for why they went with 76% there, but that's their internal estimate for shots-in-arms vs. shots-shipped.

Importantly, this document also only covers a span of about six months (also on p 31)

Table 5 of page 32 gives an estimate of 3.5 billion shipped doses and 2.6 billion administered doses. I can't tell if this is the worldwide total or if you have to add in the numbers from the other tables-- it's not clear to me if those other tables are subsets of the table 5 data, or additional sets.

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Thank you Jessica.

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Do I have buyers remorse? Yes. Would I have avoided the jab if I had had this information? Absolutely! Do I feel betrayed and want retribution. Absolutely! Key question: What are the AE timelines? If you had the jabs over a year ago and haven’t noticed any AEs, what is the chance of a latent AE developing? Did you successfully play Russian Roulette or is the gun going to go bang later?

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They intentionally unblinded the “trials” or demonstrations after about two months. This way they can claim not to know if there are any serious long term effects. And the regulatory agencies are completely ignoring post marketing data. They don’t want to know if there are long term consequences. This is generally true of all vaccines and prescription medication. They (big pharma and regulators) have nothing to gain by monitoring long term for safety signals. They only risk loosing money and public trust and they open the door to lawsuits if they have data showing there is a long term risk.

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Which is why they should be sued out of their ever-loving minds. And also why none of us trust them.

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100%

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As Colonel Klink use to say, “I know nothing. I know nothing.”

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I think it was Sergeant Schultz, but yes... 😉

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Those were the days of good TV shows!

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Yes I agree!! The only tv I watch is a station that has those old shows on it. Gunsmoke is on right now and Hogans Heroes comes on at 9:00 pm. I stopped watching ALL news stations in February 2020.

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No TV now for thirty years....haven't missed a thing. :-)

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Exactly!

Pharma: “we don’t have any evidence of causation” or “there is no proven link”.

And there never will be if they have anything to do with it.

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Yes that combined with the fact no true saline only placebo was used obliterates any pretense of scientific method. Then hiding and obfuscating the results = fraud.

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Yes, reclassifying mRNA gene therapies as "vaccines" allows them to be classified as "biologics" and they no longer have to use a true placebo. Such dirty tricks they play on the unsuspecting public.

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Here are a few longterm AEs that I think could become apparent later than one year post-spikeshot in a person with no previous recognized AEs: (1) increased susceptibility to infection (viral, bacterial, fungal); (2) increased vulnerability to cancer; (3) increased risk of developing an autoimmune disorder; (4) right-sided heart failure due to pulmonary hypertension (any unexpected shortness of breath should be a red flag) - I think this may affect up to 60% of spikeshot recipients and the timeline would be 2-3 years post-spikeshot; (5) earlier-than-expected development of senile dementia, Alzheimer's, or Parkinson's.

I'm concerned about ongoing production of spike protein if mRNA has been incorporated into a spikeshot recipient's DNA. But you don't have to wait passively for adverse effects to occur. There are ways to degrade spike protein and a few far-alternative docs think even the DNA damage can be repaired. You could look at FLCCC's I-RECOVER Post-Vaccine protocol for a start.

Interestingly, Ivermectin may be a great help in dealing with spikeshot adverse effects. It's anti-viral (especially when taken along with zinc, because it appears to act as a zinc ionophore), anti-inflammatory, anti-cancer, anti-parasitic; preferentially binds to some of the same receptors spike protein binds to (and will even displace already-bound spike proteins); appears to glom onto free spike proteins (disabling them). Look for Trozzi Report #3 - Dr. Jackie Stone re: "spike protein disease."

I hope this information is helpful. Good luck to you!

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I take IVM every 3 weeks. 1.5 tablets (my dosage is slightly higher than prior - increased as new research appeared). I take the Black Seed Oil as I remember to, and the Quercetin. I take EDTA and DEHA, and I'm adding nicotine 1 mm patch of lowest dose (I am small). All in the hopes it will help avoid the shedding I encounter daily). Yesterday I had profound exhaustion when I got home, okay not sleeping well, due to back pain, but this was extreme. I thought about it, took IVM feel much better now!

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Kayla, the nicotine helps the macrophage break the spike down and expel the spike from body (see Dr. Peterson's research). When macrophages eat the spike as they are supposed to do with invaders, they are suppose to lyse (burst and die) with in a week and expel the 'digested' invaders. The spike does something preventing that, and the macrophage that is prevented from busting/dying re-circulates for up to 15 weeks or more. The nicotine helps the macrophage burst, as it should normally, and expel the spike from the body. That's why you take it. It (nicotine) may also prevent ACEII receptor docking of spike. IVM prevents docking of the spike, as well as helps with inflammation etc. but should NOT be taken at my dosage levels more than 1 per fortnight, I am on the maintenance cycle. Loading dose days 1 and 3 and then once every 3 weeks. Too much is NOT good for your liver - it isn't a free candy drug, you know? As to the Quercetin and Black Seed Oil and NAC - these natural supplements function similar to IVM and block the spike, as well as the rest of the virial attachment. (See Dr. McCullough, Dr. Peterson, and Dr. Ardis. Now with regards to the nano everyone claims in the jabs - the borax water (boron) may help with that. Morgellons sufferers found great relief with borax water AND boron itself is know to be a powerful anti fungal as well as good for arthritis inflammation. Countries with high levels of boron in the water and soil and veggies/plants tend to have much much lower levels of arthritis than countries with boron depleted soils (sugar crops delete soils, and sugar growing countries like- Jamaica, Mauritius, etc have much higher levels of arthritis in the population.

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Are you taking something to break down the spike protein that the nicotine will displace or prevent from "docking" with receptors? I think Brian Ardis recommends some things to take for this purpose when you use nicotine, but right now I can't find my notes on what he recommends.

About taking IVM, I think taking it every three weeks will be protective against viral infections (especially if you take some zinc with it), but won't give you much help with daily "shedding" encounters. FWIW, if I had daily exposure to shedding, I'd be thinking that maybe I should take IVM daily, or at least on days when "exposed" -- but I would definitely seek guidance from Brian Ardis or one of the other alternative medicine people working on the shedding problem.

Good luck to you! I hope you're able to prevent any possible ill effects from shedding!

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That is really great work, and should be shared widely, could I suggest you send copies to Robert F. Kennedy Jr, Dr. Peter McCullough, Senator Johnson and the lead attendees at Senator Johnson's Hearing, A Second Opinion? This is a link to two of his conferences for reference: https://rumble.com/vt62y6-covid-19-a-second-opinion.html and his follow-on hearing: https://rumble.com/v1ze4d0-covid-19-vaccines-what-they-are-how-they-work-and-possible-causes-of-injuri.html

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Thank you for your hard work and diligence.

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Jessica I fear there are millions more injuries and deaths not reported.

In my vaxxed family I have the following NOT reported.

29 year old niece mother of 3. She previously had a controllable blood disorder that has never held her back from living a very active healthy life.

High blood pressure

Sick with colds & lung infections

Now has kidney issues and mentioned dialysis to her mom.

Very very pro vaxx, went so far as not allow my sister ( her mom) to see the children)

Nephew 35 previously very healthy, 3 small children.

Started in December 2022 ( he had 2 Pfizer shots in early 2021)

-nausea, throwing up

- couldn't eat anything

- feet swelling

- lower legs & knees swelling

- bruises around knee area

- very low hemagloban

Doctor was treating him for gout, now they say he has arthritis, testing for what kind of arthritis. He suspects the shot.

Nephew 40 previously very healthy father of 1.

- so far weird rash or small lumps showing. So far that's all he has opened up about. Extremely pro vaxx who regrets getting the shots.

Brother previously very healthy 70 year old. He looked about 55 but not any longer.

- diagnosed with mantle cell lymphoma shortly after booster. Finished his chemo and cell transplant.

- has had a continuous lung infection for approximately 1 year. Been on antibiotics several times.

- his 66 year old wife diagnosed with colon cancer after her 3rd shot almost the same week as my brother. Successful operation and so far okay.

Neither admit it could be the vaxx. Brother pressured us unvaccinated relentlessly to get vaxxed. He would not allow me to help him through his operation or treatments because I wasn't vaxxed.

42 year old niece single mother of 1

- serious anaphylaxis immediately after 1st shot, spent 4 days in hospital. Obviously she knows it was the vaxx.

53 year old nephew who has a mild case of crones, which was operated on in his teens and has had few symptoms since.

He was getting huge welts throughout his body.

He took 1st Pfizer.

He realized it was the vaxx and didn't take a second that I am aware of.

Brother in-law

-heart issues

- stomach issues

- welts and rashes.

He knows it was the vaxx and decided to follow the FLCCC protocol for vaxx injuries and is starting to feel much better.

I have my doubts any of these were reported, for sure not to VAERS.

All Albertans except 1.

Then my friends and others in my small town area several sick, lots of heart attacks, cancers, myocarditis, autoimmune disorders, congestive heart failures, Sepsis, lung infections, brain bleeds.

5 of above were children.

My guess is none were reported as vaxx injuries.

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same in my family. Long line of health and longevity. Not sure that holds true any longer! Multiple menstrual issues in the women, cognitive issues apparent in the olders. A few people going through cancer scares. Everyone having multiple bouts of COVID. They all give the impression that they are not connecting their health issues to having been jabbed. So obviously none of this would be reported.

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It's very sad, so many have already died and their families are oblivious .

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You could report all these adverse effects to the vaccine makers, and possibly to US VAERS system or equivalent system in Canada. Best if you have brand and lot number of spikeshots people took, but I think you can report even without that info.

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Really?

Perhaps I will look into this

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Amazing work! That must have taken so much time and your thoroughness is jaw dropping. Also, infuriating they sat on this info for so long but at this point not surprising. The mRNA version is so confusing with all of the side effects because we knew so little at the beginning about how it would spread throughout the body- unfortunately the diverse symptoms are also what helped Pfizer hide this data, everyone had difficulty believing it could cause so a wide group of illnesses, cancers and complications and even death. Some of my loved ones took the J and J, what’s also frustrating is will we ever find out if such a lists as this exists for J and J or AZ too? Especially as they now yanked J and J and buried it.

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Thank God I heeded the warnings of Sucharit, Mikovits, Tenpenny, Christiane Northrup, Seneff, Luc, and RFK. Foucho and Hotez and Bill looked and sounded like sociopaths to me although the media praised them.

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It was scientist James Lyons-Weiler who made me immune to pro-spikeshot propaganda thanks to his very first blog post on the "novel coronavirus" when the genome was first released. Thanks to him, I looked up some of the original SARS vaccine research and concluded "Dang. I'm not going near any so-called vaccine that has anything to do with spike protein. No-sir-ee, not me!"

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Even before Mikovits told us 3 years ago how toxic spike proteins are and how they would harm every part of our bodies, I knew better than to take anything promoted by a billionaire psychopath whose goal is depopulation

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You seem to forget, that many in the US simply went through a "vaccination-drive-through" where they got the shots. Meaning they basically got no information on the possible side effects whatsoever.

Plus many do not want to look at this information, because they cannot bear the idea that they were wrong. As simple as that, their psychological barriers prevent them from acknowledging reality.

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So glad that is just a short list because I was being to think (from anecdotal evidence) that the vax might affect every single cell throughout the entire human organism.

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Gregory Swain, [snort] and [guffaw] in response to your comment! I hope you intended to be humorous...

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How do we know this is a legitimate document from Pfizer?

Assuming it is real, I wonder if they knew this pre-market vs post market. There is no liability in post market. Getting them on negligence would be glorious.

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Good question...

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When do the lawsuits begin? We have all been adversely effected, even if e didn’t take the poison! I want to see the ministers of evil held accountable! Does Ralph Barric walk free? The China virus was grown by our government that was tasked with looking out for us! Yes, that’s a joke! They are using tax dollars to kind us!

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