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ToniR's avatar

Just today I heard from a friend who has had her entire family vaxed. 5 kids ages 10-17. Now her husband has covid but “she’s not worried, they’re vaccinated.” I literally started to text her three different times to ask her if she intends to boost her kids. But let’s just say we don’t wear the same reality glasses and it goes very badly when we talk politics. So I deleted my initiates text 3 times. What kind of world is this when you worry about safety of children you love and say nothing? My family isn’t vaxed and she’d surely judge if she knew. Smh

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Christine's avatar

Yo (waving from the back of the classroom), unvaxxed grandma here, worried that my [vaxxed] older son and daughter-in-law might take it into their heads to get the grandkids vaxxed but scared to even tell them that I hope they won’t, let alone _why_ I hope they won’t 🤫. When the rollout was ramping up, I shared with them my view that given the rushed-outness of the thing, it defied common sense to assume it was safe, and that I was not going to go along…sent them the URLs to Dr. Kory’s Senate chamber testimony, the FLCCC, and Children’s Health Defense. Because in my family we are not hornet-nest-pokers, they didn’t scold me — but went ahead and got vaxxed anyway. My one sibling and her husband are vaxxed & boosted, my husband and his sister and nephews are vaxxed and boosted, as are my best friend and her husband and kids…actually, every person I know, including every member of my neighborhood book club from which I voluntary went on hiatus last year when hysteria about sharing space with the unvaxxed was being stoked by public figures. As far as my sons and their wives, my terror of becoming estranged from them keeps me quiet. But at least they know I’m not playing the game. Ok, that’s my story 😵‍💫

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Warrior Mom's avatar

my heart goes out to you! my sister & family came to visit (my teens and I live with OUR parents - I am the sibling taking care of OUR parents; sister lives hundreds of miles away) for the first time in 2 years. they know EXACTLY where I stand, that I've been serious about natural health for over 15 yrs & totally against any vax. we are all healthy in this house and they seemed to have no reservations about coming here and staying for a week. of course they both were double jabbed (I assume triple, by now). my sister has had at least 3 different symptoms of adverse reactions but in complete denial. so really, I have not been shunned anywhere. and our jabbed, elderly parents seem fine (so far). of the 13 people I know who have had covid, only ONE was unvaxxed. they ALL got the jab but apparently that doesn't mean a thing to any of the true believers. so crazy. but yeah, those of us HEALTHY unjabbed folks have to be the ones to 'keep quiet'.

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

They are coming after us again with monkey pox. They are nuts. I will scream it from the rooftops Don't give up your guns you will need them.

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Datagal's avatar

I relate. Our son and I discussed the jab dangers and he promised not to jab our two grandkids, 9 and 12. So I stopped sending articles. Then he did it anyway, because “it was just easier”. I will never forgive him. If something bad happens to them, I will not hold back on my blame. Just hoping nothing bad happens to them.

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Heterodox Introvert's avatar

Feeling you @Datagal. It’s shocking, alarming (cognitive dissonance) to take in this is the child/person I raised. Forgiveness... I have to look in the mirror and recognize my human ‘ugly’. Maybe not life and death (but who knows?) but don’t we all have different paths? Pesky ego is the only piece of me that gains from casting stones. Have to keep reminding myself that. Daughter will have to live with guilt, remorse, shame, all attendant self-inflicted torture if anything ever happens. It will be one of the greatest achievements of my life if I follow through on my intention to hold my tongue on this one. Learning hard that the awake will be better off all around exercising discretion opening our arms and hearts to our wounded brothers and sisters when the curtain is finally pulled back. They will be *desperately* in need. Lashing out won’t be helpful. My lesson. No judgment toward you or anyone. Different paths, all. I can’t know your path or if my self talk here (no illusions that’s exactly what it is) holds a grain for you. Stopping now.

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Datagal's avatar

Good input, HI. I’ve held my tongue so far so who knows how I’ll be if our grandkids come to harm. I’m thinking the word will be out in coming years about the jab harms, including infertility. He may come to his own conclusions by then.

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Heterodox Introvert's avatar

It’s the story of the prodigal son isn’t it? Been a part of human stories probably since before recorded history. Damn hard being my best self / applying the golden rule / grinding ego under my heel only to find it back on my shoulder pelting my ear a short while later, rinse, repeat. You’re making me cry 😭😫 — — Not true: I’m doing it to myself. Cracks in the dam much more apparent of late. Sigh. Ok, back inward for calm of intelligence, intuition and guidance...

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

I understand that however, at the same time they need to know what is happening. It is also our job to somehow ser up a slideshow (short and to the point) about the danger for anyone but especily kids. Then you know you tried. If something happens you love them and hopefully they learned a lesson and it was to devistating to learn.

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Datagal's avatar

Maybe a video with few images of jab injuries- a victim shaking uncontrollably, a child in hospital with heart monitor, that graph showing all the jab deaths over time and the huge spike in 2021-2. I’ve sent that graph to friends, however, and got zero response…

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

No one listens. At this point I feel like they don't want to know. If they except what we say as truth they will have to except that nothing is what it seems. I still find myself thinking, "no, that can't be true". You have to make yourself stop and think that the evil that is upon us is vast. I take comfort in knowing that my Father in Heaven will win.

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

I will pray for thos babies.

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

I say my piece, I share the information. I try not to get to crazy because eventually (hopefully) they will have questions and I want them to ask me. Also, I refuse to keep my thoughts to myself when it comes to kids that can't be protected by anyone else but the adults in their lives. I would rather piss someone off so maybe I can get through to them before untold damage is done then worry about not seeing or speaking to them again. At least they won't be dead. We have to somehow be gentle but firm. No the masks don't work, no you can't go along with the crazies and wear a mask. You tell them real science says and studies show masks do nothing. What scares me is how well these people will be in the new COMMUNIST USA! We will probably need a 20ft chain link, razor wire fence to keep our the crazy so they can call the police because wenate real meat and NOT the mmmm good bugs they want us to eat. We can't lay down and pretend we are stupid like they are. God gave us a voice. Our job is to use it.

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Datagal's avatar

You make good points. One thing I’ve tried when my non-jabbed status is questioned by hostiles, but I don’t want to yell “you’re all doomed!” is to say “I know too much- let me know if you ever want to learn what I know.” Maybe someone someday will ask me...

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wlmeck's avatar

I'm doing the same thing. What is the point of trying to communicate when they can't hear a thing. Keep having the urge to share information and then deciding not to.

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pretty-red, old guy's avatar

Yep. This happens to me every day. I read a substack and think, "Gee, I should send that to. . . " a brother, daughter, friend. . . Uh, no. Nada. Not gonna' do it.

A waste of time and annoying to the receiver.

One of my brothers hasn't called in months and told me not to send any more "stuff".

You know, you WANT to help people, but feel so inert having to pull back. People don't want to read, don't want to hear. It is sad.

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Truth Wins's avatar

🎯but we can pray for their hearts to soften and their eyes to open, and claws of deception to lift off their minds, whether they awaken thru us or by selves or by someone else! Nothing is Impossible with God. Keep fighting for their lives in prayer and one day they may just ASK YOU for yr 2 cents! Keep the ties at all cost !

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David Huber's avatar

Well Mr. Truth, which used to be defined as the ultimate form of reality. I like your idea so much I will devote my next substack article to just that. I will ask subscribers to join in this endeavor and I know it can change people. Thanks for the obvious idea, we are engaged in spiritual warfare against the powers of darkness, lettuce fight back. (food for thought and action)

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Truth Wins's avatar

Ha! Awesome! And It’s Mrs. Truth;) and you are 🎯. It is a spiritual battle if we step back and see the big picture. This middle aged unvaxxed nurse is speaking from experience knowing firsthand how that sly devil works to divide families over Covid. I just shut up now and get on my knees. God will keep our hearts from getting bitter , hurt, and more is wrought by prayer than with confrontational words. He is in control.. let’s keep the peace, and love even those who mock n persecute us, even if that happens to be our own families n friends. We need to step back and see it from their point of view , many are worried for us and think vax will keep us alive. We had Covid last month after two years avoiding it and mild cold with early therapeutics for few days.. That same week the vaxxed cousins got really sick., for weeks. That alone was something they witnessed and could compare, we didn’t have to say a word. Let’s keep praying for them.

Seen God,time and again, do the impossible, I just had to learn to hand over control and just pray, stay in Bible , praise and trust Him to fight our battles. And He does! He’s a good Father and loves his kids.

Folks lets keep Jessica and all the other whistleblowers daily covered in prayer, the enemy of our soul hates Truth and will target these guys most!

But Truthwins!😘🇨🇦

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Quiltlady's avatar

You are so wise. As a Social Scientist, what I see are parallel societies operating in the same space, but from entirely different viewpoints. It's fascinating to me and alarming at the same time, to watch our Society implode from within. I knew it would happen some day, but didn't realize it would be in my lifetime.

I read and study my Bible every day and many of the prophecies that seemed to be far in the future are now appearing closer and closer. As a soldier in the spiritual battle for the souls of human beings, I am putting on my armor daily and preparing for the Coming of the Lord. To God be the glory. great things He has done.

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David Huber's avatar

thank you, I do pray for all those souls sounding the alarm, for their protection, for their finances, and I thank God for each and everyone that I am made aware of. I am very happy to have seen your comment. my next substack post will be coming shortly. You get the headline.

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David Huber's avatar

excellent advice

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

I pray for my family, the vax injured, the sheep and I pray for the blind to see, the sick to heal, and the ones that are under psychosis to snap out of it and absorb the truth, in their brains. There brains have been damaged and there ears don't hear and they need to. All things are possible through Christ because He gives us strength. Yes, it is easier to be blind but to stay that was is foolish. If you open your eyes to see, open your ears to hear andnask God for discernment we can and will get through this.

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Warrior Mom's avatar

oh man, it seems like we are all in this same boat. I tried several times, early on in this nightmare, to share some actual science and/or stuff about corruption of our agencies (here in the U.S.) with both my sister and best friend (who, even though she is more in the 'alt' world, than not, still believes CNN bullcrap and thinks everything I read/listen to is 'biased'.) I left the matrix almost 15 yrs ago, when my son was dx with autism and my family has been supportive, for the most part. but with covid... forget about it. I was pretty much forced to give up because they both have literally IGNORED anything I try to share, no matter how reasonable or well documented. so I guess we all have to just accept that these people in our lives have CLOSED THEIR EYES, willfully. there's nothing we can do but live our lives and agree to disagree, I guess.

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Athena McLean's avatar

Early on I sent a good friend articles that raised my doubts about the safety of the vaccine. She was among the first nonetheless to take both the jabs and all boisters and told my kids that I had been spending ing too much time on conspiracy sites. When she sent me a link to an interview w with a "very smart woman" (Walensky), I realized how differently we had come to see the world. Any incentive to share more with her is now shattered.

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Skye's avatar

Walensky!!!!

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Warrior Mom's avatar

right!? just listening to her is like listening to something from a Monty Python skit! I mean she is THAT vapid, with circular logic and rambling nonsense and lots and lots of backpedaling these days. wow...

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Athena McLean's avatar

Yes!!! Clearly our world views had become incommensurable.

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San's avatar

One of the best discussions of this “belief system” in the Bigg Pharm”ass” vaxxx “industry” was by Dr Sherri Tenpenny. The vilification of her has been jaw-dropping. However, she explained, people say they “believe” in vaccines. The indoctrination over the years has made followers cult-like. She encouraged to keep planting “seeds”

of “truth”. They will penetrate the darkness of the narrative & the unfounded trust in the system & it’s quackcines, but the light won’t shine until they dare to question. They have to come to a point where they will start to doubt. Pray for the light to wake them up.

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Warrior Mom's avatar

I would also add Dr Suzanne Humphries to that list. she has had some terrifying death threats, as has Judy M. funny, a long time friend (and one of the cult of believers) actually had the balls to say WE (questioners who left the matrix) hold onto OUR beliefs like a religion. I literally started laughing. none of these people read actual science and when I remind them that I DO, they usually change the subject.

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pretty-red, old guy's avatar

I must say this.

I am only a bit religious, not sure how to characterize that attribute in myself, but not a full-on bible beater . . .

Revelations, has a fair amount to say about the few who will be saved in the apocalypse. What folks here are relating seems eerily similar: Revelation 20:4

Are we the few? "those who had not worshiped the beast or its image and had not received its mark on their foreheads or their hands"

I have always thought the "end" was off for many millennia and scoffed at Jehovah's Witnesses stopping by with an alert that the "end is near".

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Annette's avatar

Ignoring must have been provided in the mainstream playbook...I can relate!

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Jenny Joy's avatar

I am having the same experience for the past 2 years. I discuss (i.e. argue) with people on the topic, and then tell them I can back up my position with massive amounts of evidence - "I can send you the links". The answer -no thanks, not interested. so they disagree with me and yet have no interest in looking at any further information. If people refuse to look there is nothing we can do. I feel utterly dis-empowered.

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Najh's avatar

I send articles and these people will not read them. I have been so curious about covid that I read everything. I am not like most people

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pretty-red, old guy's avatar

perhaps most of us here are not "like other people." You have to admit we are in a very refined echo chamber. Most likely searching for others LIKE us knowing there are so FEW in our families and friends and associates. . .

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

When rhey finally do see it won't be pretty.

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Laura Kasner's avatar

Yep 😢. I’m having such anxiety issues over it that my chest hurts. Went to the doc today to rule out anything bad. Luckily I live a half hour from Tenpenny’s practice 👏👏👏

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Laura, you are very lucky to have a doc you can trust. I am twice jabbed.

I have had "heaviness" in my chest too and not figured it had to do with anxiety-- I usually give that to others!@ I requested my doc check Troponin and D dimer levels as part of a physical last month. D dimers were elevated(alludes to possible blood clots). Went through all kinds of tests and they indicated my heart is just fine.

Last week I had an acid test for it-- more like a "stress" test. Out on a large lake with my solo canoe having to beat hard into the wind across 2 miles of large bay. Man, my rate was pumping hard. Still alive. Maybe the Vitamins, Ivermectin, Quercitin etc. helped! Doc provided no answers or suggestions for remediation since all the tests showed "normal"-- no explanation for the elevated D dimer though.

Good luck with your doc.

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Datagal's avatar

Hey red,

Glad you are doing some detox. I’m sure it’s helping. There is a guide on the World Council for Health website for folks to detox from the virus or the jab. I’m also reading that intermittent fasting could help. I do the 16/8 method (8 hour eating window, 16 hours fasting). The body does “house cleaning” during the fasting period and this might help eliminate the spikes and other toxins. Good luck (but you might not want to be out canoeing alone until this is resolved!)

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pretty-red, old guy's avatar

hmmm. I have heard of that recently on a substack. OK. I will try that out. thanks for reinforcing that. . . it makes sense.

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AK's avatar

Hi, yes please be careful with the canoeing, at least for now. It seems that people doing hardcore athletics are having a bit of a hard time after being injected. I won’t go into it but you can find compilations, in volumes now unfortunately, of injured athletes. Of course no one ever talks about the elephant in the room, and usually if they say the person was injected, it’s only to say that the dropped athlete had covid which is to obviously place the blame there. Funny thing is that it’s never unvaccinated + covid making anyone drop..... You seem like a decent person from your comments, and honestly even if you weren’t, I still wish you the best and to please take care.

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Laura Kasner's avatar

Thank you, pretty-red. I too got two shots before I woke up 7 months ago. Thus the reason for going to doc. Results came back for D-dimer tests and it was normal. I take all that good stuff too. I will pray for you and that you can find a good doc you can trust.

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Jayne Doe's avatar

We're in a Process . . . that's all . . . A Process, and We, who share here, are All fortunate enough to be able to be in it together. We are "The Ones" and we will get thru this together. Just hang in there and hang on. The "they" will wake up soon. We are being prepared to comfort and help them. They will need it. We will do it. God Bless Humanity, Mother Earth, Father Sky and all Life everywhere.

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Dawn K's avatar

omg! I do the same thing in regard to my sister and her family and her grandchildren. We've always been close until the last couple of years. Now I am a crazy conspiracy theorist and afraid to socialize with them -- if they get sick, they will blame me.

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FirstFactCheck's avatar

I would say keep the relationship intact if you can even at the expense of talking about vaccines etc - when it starts to dawn on people how much they’ve been deceived they will need the support and strength of their families and friends who weren’t deceived.

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Warrior Mom's avatar

exactly! most of my friends & family members don't even get flu shots (either from their own bad experience or from MY info). I convinced my mom to stop getting them several yrs ago and guess what? she's never sick! even with my kids in the house, going to public school, neither of my elderly parents are ever sick! my mom SEES the deception and believes me but never mentions any of it to my MSNBC-addicted sister though. I can't blame her as she is just trying to keep the peace.

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Absolutely. I feel like I might be watching the last years of friends and relatives LIVES and I want to tell them. I have tried, but it goes very badly. I want to try again but then they don’t want to speak for months at a time. It’s a very crazy time.

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Laura Kasner's avatar

I am struggling with this very same issue right now 😢

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Ginger Ingram's avatar

It is crazy. Aside from the covid shot watching The Highwire with Del Bigtree, listening to RFK Jr and reading/listening to his book "The Real Anthony Fauci" has taken me on a journey of understanding (kinda) the entire pharmaceutical industries need for all the childhood vaccines. I have found that safety and efficacy have been overlooked completely. These frickin people just don't care about anyone but themselves. Anyway, my sister has told me many times over 2 1/2 years that she just doesn't believe in conspiracies when I would try to speak to her about early treatment and the jabs. I am not sure why I thought this time would be different but I had to try. She has several grandkids so I thought I would share with her some info I found on childhood shots and where she could go to see the data. Again, she said, "I don't believe in conspiracies, but my opinion is different then yours." What I told her isn't an opinion it's in writing, their is proof. It is so aggravating that you want to tie people to a chair, pin open there eyes and force them to look at everything. You want to scream "HOW THE HELL CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT'S GOING ON." It is so damn disturbing. Sometimes being the one that can see makes you want your old frames back.

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I was so mad. I just said that it is only considered a conspiracy because she doesn't believe it but there is plenty of proof.

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Alanna Hartzok's avatar

Toni - in my opinion you really must start speaking your truth no matter what. so you lose a friend, you will gain closer ones. SPEAK!

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Datagal's avatar

Interesting comment about “resonating”. I had a sort-of related experience the other day. A friend really needed to talk and I really need to do errands, so I spoke with her on my cell as I traipsed through Target and then Trader Joe’s (yes I was one of those obnoxious people). We talked about the whole covid response, that masks don’t work and the dangers of the jab. Then I noticed that people were overhearing me. So I spoke a little louder! Maybe overhearing a stranger say something like “the data shows the covid boosters make you MORE likely to get covid!” or “Millennials are dropping dead in massive numbers from the vaccine and insurance companies are noticing.” might resonate with people more than a direct approach. Hope so.

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Terri lover of hills's avatar

Great idea. I'll Do that for sure! Jessica calls herself Unacceptable Jessica; I named myself Ridiculous Terri almost a year ago. Told my family I am aok with them thinking that about me. I'm not stopping.

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Datagal's avatar

Ok what should we name this tactic? Stealth cell yell? SCY for short? Other ideas?

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Ha. I should do that in the post office. Got the worst looks ever without a mask there. People are just a step away from vigilante justice against non-maskers here. Even though there is no mandate, they are getting uncivil online. It's just a matter of time until the side eye looks turn into shouts or worse.

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I’m going to do the same. I used to do it when masks were required. I’d be maskless and act like I was on the phone in the store and didn’t notice the sign. Now I’m going to ramp up to fake conversations! We need a name for this tactic. “Stealth cell yell”? Other suggestions?

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Love it!

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And it’s NOT dis, mis or mal in-phone-mation!!!

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Laura Kasner's avatar

I used to think that way, but now that I don’t speak to my two brothers and another couple life long friends, mentally I just can’t add any more to that list 😢

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FirstFactCheck's avatar

From my POV I’ve done enough straight up truth - at some point I have to let them make their own mistakes and love them anyhow.

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Skye's avatar

“It really feels that way to me sometimes: as if I am watching the simulation from the outside now instead of being incredibly frustrated living it from the inside.”

This is EXACTLY how I feel now, too!!!

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San's avatar

I was taught by a very discerning father to live on the outside...what a gift he gave me!

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Datagal's avatar

The operative word being “now”. I, like many, have recently shifted from frustrated participant to outside observer, silently watching the goings on with a sense of dread. I think this emotional separation is a natural, protective mechanism.

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Fear's avatar

Or rather, you were seeing things as they really are for the first time without your glasses.

I personally think some of us jumped into some kind of parallel timeline. A glitch in the Matrix if you will.

Perhaps the lesson, if there is any, is reality and time are highly malleable and unpredictable but our consciousness, our soul, is not.

Stay true to your soul.

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Jessica Rose's avatar

will do

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Sue's avatar

I do feel that way, myself, and also now more an observer, eyes wide open. My mind is clearer than it has been in years (some interesting life lessons and off about a decade’s worth of antidepressants…has led me to now).

Jessica Rose…you are an inspiration. Keep dreaming. For that is real, and this the illusion.

Much love, soul warriors. ❤️

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Skye's avatar

Well said.

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Kyle Young's avatar

As a student of Edgar Cayce, I might be able to offer some insight. Knowing that the places and the cast of characters are all symbolic representatives of different parts of our personalities that we adopt and create throughout our life, can help with interpretation.

Mathew was on track.

I would add that the friend who took you to the book store is a part of your personality that you absorbed from someone you value as a good source of information because he took you to the book store which contains loads of information. The front of the store is very iconic, a good target for this dream. The little girl is some aspect of you, possibly an intuitive aspect that you see as someone who takes input and passes you information. The boy represents your male side - to observe.

Because you discovered the lenses were lost at the book store, your subconscious is telling you not to depend so heavily on the printed word and lean more into your intuition. That the framework of depending on books is an aimless cause... you never did find your lenses, right?

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Jessica Rose's avatar

Oh man more!

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Kyle Young's avatar

The dream is a message about your other self.

Your female intuition (the girl), is trying to tell you to distance yourself more from the male energy (the boy) of physical book knowledge and work more on developing your intuition. In your case, surviving dictatorships may depend more on your intuition than books.

Because you mentioned your previous day of surfing, that likely played a role in bringing about this dream. As a windsurfer I know that exquisite feeling of being right in the moment, ripping across a wave, as being one of the most mystical things I've experienced. That may be your way of tapping into your other self, your soul, your divine being, your spirit, your higher consciousness - whatever you like to call it.

Losing ourselves in nature often has the effect of reawakening us to the importance of staying in touch with the divine. Few do that often enough. Hence, our current dilemma.

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DB's avatar

Curious there is a dissident writer from South America that says that real knowledge comes from intuition. If you are not bothered about using translation tools search for Marcelo Marchesse.

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Arnold Snyder's avatar

Great insights, Kyle.

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Kyle Young's avatar

Thanks Arnold.

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Ddm's avatar

I'm fascinated with Edgar Cayce. I follow Anthony Williams (who claims to have similar gifts in present time). Although he refers to it as the 'evil prick' he said early on its a soul decision on whether to get or not. I found my soul(intuition?)battling with my ego(be like everyone else and not an outcast) this last year to a point where I almost mentally broke down, but my soul won out. I am very comfortable with my decision and most grateful for people like Jessica that validate my decision.

I find solace in people's stories as I have zero close friends or family who have not taken the jab. They just don't want to hear anything bad. So odd, even the ones who are not getting boosted. They have not necessarily outcasted me, but I am finding it hard to not be bitter that there is no understanding on their part for my decision. Example, My company still has vax mandate in place. They did approve a religious exemption but I have to take a survey weekly and if going to office or a company event I have to get a pcr test. In writing my exemption I felt my privacy was extremely violated, my religious and spiritual beliefs should be none of their business, and not to mention the fact that all my coworkers are getting it, how are they not having to get tested? I feel totally discriminated? The final kicker, my company sublet more than half our building to a small local pharma company. We share the entrance which is an open atrium type lobby. 3 doors to get in. Right door leads to our lobby desk, left is their lobby desk, and middle circular door. Our door says you must be vaxxed to enter this building. Their door just says all the social distance, mask recommendations but no mandates. Once you're inside its a free for all. And people see this making logical sense? What hurts my feelings is that although my family is happy for me to not lose my job, there was no outrage into the fact that people were actually losing their jobs. I am outraged by that and had it been them I would have at least sympathized and supported their decisions. They see nothing wrong with the mandates and I think deep down support them. Just get the jab, not a big deal, they all did fine.

My daughter, whose mil died suddenly this fall from a stroke but refuse to acknowledge the possible vax link, gets upset if I even mention anything about the jabs. The only time she perked up was when I jokingly told her that I saw some guy on one of these substacks offering to sell his pureblood for $10k per pint. I told her I wouldn't charge her....that much. We conferred that we may have the same blood type etc.. My daughter is not a mean person, she has a sweet and kind hearted soul as long as you don't talk jabs and politics. So I don't get it.

Sorry for the long rant but I found it therapeutic. Thanks!

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Terri lover of hills's avatar

New to my state, I found a few like-minds, I call them my Iverm friends, on Nextdoor. Post a question like - does anyone know a good pharmacy, where to buy Iverm.

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wlmeck's avatar

Thank you for sharing. Don't know what I would do without these online messages. I feel so alone being vaccine free otherwise. I have lost friends and family. Nobody to speak my truth to. Emails, Substance, and online conferences are keeping me sane. I will never inject that poison into my body.

Thank you for bringing the truth into the light.

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Jessica Rose's avatar

You're welcome and you are definitely not alone.

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MarieM2's avatar

I totally hear and relate to what you are saying. You are NOT ALONE. Two of my greatest friends and their families all took the jabs willingly (I am heartbroken about the kids being jabbed, young girls who will more than likely never have children). They think I have lost my mind with tinfoil hat conspiracy theories. I merely planted seeds for them to consider and question things (they never had problems doing this before in their lives, prior to C19), and provided them with lots of varying statistics and doctors opinions. They are so deeply hypnotized, I will be waiting for them with open arms if they ever awaken to reality. Hugs from a sister friend.

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RebeccaGrrrl's avatar

Very fun. I also have had a knack for deciphering dreams of my own and for friends. I was thinking it meant that you needed to let go of those "lenses" which maybe made you like everyone else. You need to "see differently". Which in the end is similar to what Matthew says. The funny part is that in the dream you were focused much on the loss of the frame, and didn't mention if you grabbed up the lenses, or I missed that? But clearly the "structure that holds your perception" (the frames) was missing and made you very uncomfortable. Again, very similar to what Matthew thought. And, continuing, while you couldn't "see the same" you were feeling tremendous pressure from a gathering crowd wanting to push through and past you.

It all fits!

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Jessica Rose's avatar

Amazing! More! I did pick up the lenses and have a very strong visual of seeing them (they were one on top of the other - stacked) in my right hand. Which is weird because I am left-handed! Thanks for noticing this! Will amend!

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pretty-red, old guy's avatar

Jessica, I always get a kick out of your stories. You are really authentic and I love that in any one. Suggestion: get your eyes lazed-- Lasik. I had it done 20 years ago after living for 45 years with 20/600 vision. I understand completely(!) how you felt in the dream with no glasses--completely helpless. Anyway, after completing the lasik my correction was 20/20 or better. It is like a miracle, no kidding.

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aj's avatar

and at some point, maybe we can't get new glasses when needed

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Datagal's avatar

Always save old pairs for emergencies. I live in earthquake country…

Or was that a metaphor, AJ?

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buddhi's avatar

The lenses are fine, you're seeing things correctly, but the framing is too constrained and needs to be thrown out, not replaced. You need to see without any frames at all, without artificial boundaries, constraints, preconceptions, or limitations. Do that and you will see a planetary takeover as plain as can be. All the anomalies fall right into place. It's undeniable. This thing is really really happening.

It's like when Columbus met the Taíno people, but we're not Columbus this time.

Because it did not fit their frame of reference I'll bet the Indians said that Columbus's arrival was a conspiracy theory. Many probably kept the old ways of thinking even after 85% died.

That's what's happening to us right now because people insist on keeping their old frames.

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buddhi's avatar

To clarify I am not talking takeover by the WEF, I'm talking outer space aliens. Everyone needs to pay attention to the abduction phenomenon. Long-time abduction researcher Dr. David Jacobs has interviewed 1100 abductees via hypnosis since 1986. They all gave consistent stories which is proof that this is physical and not psychological. There are other proofs that this is a real phenomenon. It is happening.

Furthermore, under hypnosis the abductees say that the outer space aliens have actually stated that "we will soon all know our places and we will be happy." The outer space aliens are experts at telepathic manipulation and persuasion - exactly what you need to create a group formation and the Global Narrative.

They're using the WEF and the various governments to execute their plan. They want this planet because it is rich in natural resources as well as human resources.

Do not make the mistake of thinking that a species with very advanced technology is also morally advanced. They are not here to help us, just like we did not help the Indians.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcDrfhhL3ws

We live in a well-populated nonhuman universe with other species that compete for resources just like we do down here. These advanced species do not take things by force, instead they use sophisticated manipulation and persuasion. Our governments do the same.

Do your own research. Start with the entirely down-to-earth researcher Dr. David Jacobs, who undoubtedly has not heard of the WEF. He is agenda free. Listen carefully to what he says about alien abductions and you will discern the parallels. The three requirements to make the logical connections, and not rely on a mental leap or iffy beliefs, are first understanding that the covid Narrative has holes, and the WEF and our governments are not acting in our interest, and that the alien abduction phenomena is both real and commonplace. You've got the first two, don't stop there. Do your own research and look into this.

The estimate of alien abductions by the researchers who study this phenomenon is that approximately 380 million people have been abducted (a Roper survey), 5% of the global population, and that 95% do not remember but do so under relaxed questioning or controlled hypnotic regression specifically structured to avoid false memories, similar to a polygraph methodology.

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Quiltlady's avatar

They are not extra-terrestrial beings. They are inter-dimensional. and they are not here to help us, most likely they are demonic. Scientists have known for decades that there are as many as ten dimensions, only four of which are currently available to us.

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buddhi's avatar

The researchers have stated that the idea of Them being multidimensional is incorrect - they are purely physical and from our universe, although they likely have technology that can manipulate dimensions. I, too, had assumed that multidimensional beings were most likely considering the behavior of the saucers.

But the researchers know far more about this phenomena than I ever will (and I'm no fool), so they override my thinking on that which had no evidence behind it, just a guess or a temporary mental placeholder.

Am non-ideological and non-emotional; I merely observe that which is most probable considering logic, reasonably assumed facts, data, studies, and what people smarter and more experienced than I think. You move toward truth by recognizing where you're wrong.

Got to be mentally flexible. As a Zen master said, "Never let your mind settle anywhere," and know there's infinitely more you don't know than what you think you do know. As Twain said, "It's what you know for sure that just ain't so that gets you into trouble." A primary human problem is we get stuck on things and do not update their understanding as things change and more data arrives. Another major problem is we act like well-programmed robots every chance we get.

Even our own minds do not keep up with the present. Psychological studies have found that we make decisions up to seven seconds before we're aware we (supposedly) made a decision. Seven seconds is a long time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1Xj_k8QOGw

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Don Midwest's avatar

50 years ago a good friend said a phrase which said is the key to understanding the philosopher Kant. What you see depends on the color of your eyeglasses.

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L Mac's avatar

Love this reply about “seeing differently” and Matthew’s about reframing. I saw the people in line waiting behind you as your audience or unawares public. You have to check out first (provide material for your audience) and you do that on your ‘book’ which was seemingly a floppy disk (square dimensions and black and white) and you need to read/write to it first. You were upset at the check out because you know the deeper truths and you can’t find a way to make more people understand what you know. For you it’s obvious to be upset because your eyes (lenses) are right in front of you and you get it, but most don’t. I agree the interpretation is reframe and see differently and Kyle says you need to follow your intuition more because it’s telling you what you need to know.

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Jessica Rose's avatar

Wow! I am still trying to read all of your comments! I have read every email sent privately and wish I could respond to each one sooner. Just know that I have read each and every one. It is truly extraordinary what is happening here. We are all unlikely family. Authentic. Strong. Unique. And Together. :)

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Vigilant Amalek Snow Leopard's avatar

Hi Dr. Jessica. I gave it a whole post, with another one planned to wrap it up. Appreciate all you do.

https://sagehana.substack.com/p/sage-hana-dream-analysis-services?s=w

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Kat Bro's avatar

Wow! The way you can put words to your experiences is inspiring. That was an amazing recount of the lucid dreaming reality of many ppl. Unfortunately, I truly believe being vaccinated has removed that from my life. My dreams are not what they used to be and almost those of a modified me. Very fucking scary JR! I've truly loved dreaming and the messages they contained. I relished my afternoon naps as a portal into myself and can no longer nap or have access to those portals. Perhaps it's a side effect of our world and my newly opened eyes, but I know me. I've changed on a dream level. How fucked up is that? Another thing to grieve. I'd forgotten. That's how great their distraction and injection techniques are. That I had forgotten a simple pleasure I once looked forward to almost daily. Lucid dreaming at 2pm. I used to fly. I miss flying.

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Jessica Rose's avatar

maybe you can try again now :)

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Sharon Wood's avatar

Dr. Suchrit Bhakdi has a newer video on Rumble where he says that ppl are more docile due to the vaccines. I think I recall in a former video of his that he said there are 400 miles of capillaries in the brain which is astonishing! I think he is saying that damage to the capillaries from spikes has changed peoples’ brains. That would include dreaming if true I would imagine. Another part of their nefarious evil plan to damage God given brain function making it easier to take over the world. I have begun to pray more often asking God to have mercy on us from this nightmare!!!

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Kat Bro's avatar

Which would explain why no one gives a hoot anymore

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Datagal's avatar

I’ve been wondering about the jabs affecting the brain! Would explain much of the sheepish behavior.

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Sharon Wood's avatar

Jessica, do you have any thoughts on this?? Horrific to think about really. Particularly for the jabbed, but for me too bc most ppl I know are and two, the anger that I will feel that this atrocity has occurred!!! “You will own nothing and be happy”! Is this why? Ppl wont be able to handle as much stress so they will be happy for the powers that be to take care of most everyone & everything. However, we know its never that cut and dry and for every “port of refuge” there is a price to pay!!!🤔🧐🙃☹️😩

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San's avatar

I have thought the same Re the brain

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Skye's avatar

Sending you love. Feeling your grief with you.

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Julie's avatar

When I am feeling like this world has gone mad, which it has - I read you, Jessica! And Robert Malone and Peter McCullough and I listen to a bit of Del Bigtree and I know that I am on the side I need to be on. I am grateful for you and for the many who are holding this truth up to the light and not letting go - I find it so easy to drop into apathy to the world when I feel so alone, so I thank you for standing strong. It inspires me to carry on.

Here in Ottawa, Canada, the bizarreness continues - no masks - except if you are going to the post office or a government building of any sort....and everyone jabbed at the House of Commons in my husband's department recently had Covid and were ALL off sick - but husband still can't even go in the building since no jab... How can people still be buying this craziness??

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Sharon Wood's avatar

In the US, they are convinced they are better off bc they won’t end up in a hospital!!

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Warrior Mom's avatar

right?! and since when is a 'vaccine' just a preemptive treatment and not a preventative? and a 'treatment' that you need two or three times a year, no less.

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Jaye's avatar

In Canada, too

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San's avatar

But, many do go to the hospital!

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Sharon Wood's avatar

But the news keeps saying its the unvaxed in the hospitals!!🤔🤫🤦🏼‍♀️

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Warrior Mom's avatar

the utter lack of logic is beyond stunning. all jabbed get sick, yet unjabbed are barred when obviously they posed NO threat of getting anyone else sick with an illness they DON'T have. omg, the psy-op is mind blowing

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Emma's avatar

I'm in Ottawa too.. So nice to know there are a few others here of like mind. This city is overwhelmingly zombified. I feel like I'm a pretender, always careful when speaking to anyone. It's just not not worth effort anymore to discuss the obvious conflicts between the harms being done and their unwillingness to notice.

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Patricia Webster's avatar

I think your dream also speaks to how difficult it is to see or discern truth in this present environment. That the people around you didn’t notice suggests that they are all okay with the “truth” they see.

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Sharon Wood's avatar

And you want so much to discuss it with friends but I have become sorta numb to the idea bc I know they can’t accept it, or handle it, some wont believe it, some will get pissed at me for trying to tell them, many are jabbed and to them they instantly think I AM JUDGING THEM or I have a know it all personality and big ego. None are true. This is worse than talking about religion or politics by far! Some think it is talking about politics too. I have been forced to NOT TALK ABOUT THE MOST IMPORTANT ISSUE IN CENTURIES!!!!!!

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Jane's avatar

Yes, I feel this too. It’s bizarre when you are worried about the WHO treaty that would give them unlimited power, and all the vaxx injuries, and the censorship….etc etc and yet YOU CANT TALK ABOUT IT. It’s as if 9/11 happened or something and you’re supposed to just make small talk about the weather

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Sharon Wood's avatar

Like there aren’t dinosaur size elephants running all over the world and crushing it!!!

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Smart Sucka's avatar

This is how many of us feel (the 5 in our house are all unjabbed) but we are resolute in our decision.

And - as events continue to unfold - we know we have made the correcy decision based on the info available.

Now, trying to help convince more people that these jabs may not be as safe as advertised...that’s a much harder proposition.

Fortunately there are plenty of fantastic Substacks that I can point people to if they are open-minded enough (yours included of course)!

Great dream to share with your readers! Much appreciated!

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Deb Hawthorne's avatar

Wow. Just reading this story made me very emotional. I keep wondering how I can be living in a different reality than my own kids and sometimes my husband. Why me? Why do I so clearly see what is happening and people all around me just go on with everyday life like there is nothing wrong! My daughter is vaxxed and boosted and has had Covid twice and all my kids vaxxed. Husband too. I remain firm in my stand to not vax. I try to just talk to my kids. Like. Hey quess that vaccine didn’t really protect you? They don’t see it at all. I’m afraid my daughter will go get a 4th. And now the smallpox vaccine they are gonna push. Will my kids all go get that too? I was reading emeralds sub stack today where John Robert’s tweeted about his chest pain after the vax. I tell my husband and I’m like hey maybe people will start to see. He says to me. But how does he know it’s from the vaccine? I’m just like why are you even asking that? He certainly never had that heart pain before the vaccine or he wouldn’t bring it up? Then he says. Well I had heart pain and it was a blocked. I’m like. Hon that was way before Covid and the shots. Anyways. I feel like everyone want to explain away all the bs and the different reality is all around me. I try to talk about this one world order and Klaus. I talk about the fires at food plants. The baby formula shortage. The 384 million acres of farmland that Gates bought up. The breast milk company Gates and friends invested in. The nano mosquitos released in Florida and Ca. Need I go on. Biden is clearly taking our country to the brink of destruction and here we all sit doing nothing. I watched the 2000 mules movie and it so clearly shows election fraud and yet we have the people in a separate reality saying nothing to see here. In Georgia they actually claim they interviewed 3 of those mules and they checked out! Yep. Just delivering family ballots at 4am! Nothing to see here. I could go on and on. I’m losing hope everyday. What do we do? How do us people living in this other reality cope with this??? Thank you for your story! I enjoyed reading it. I also had a very weird dream last night! Lots of people in my past. I always wonder about dreams and what they mean. I love Matthews interpretation of your dream! Thanks for letting me vent on here.

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Sharon Wood's avatar

I understand as I’m fighting a numbness that is taking over from mental exhaustion not understanding the way ppl don’t seem to care or see what’s going on!!!

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Laura Kasner's avatar

I understand everything you are saying and I agree completely. My faith in God sustains me even tho it is sometimes only the size of a mustard seed. I will keep you in my prayers Deb.

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Deb Hawthorne's avatar

Thank you Laura. God is all we have and prayers are all we can do! I need to get back to my faith🙏🏻

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San's avatar

We go back to God & let HIS love & wisdom envelope us & we breathe free

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Deb Hawthorne's avatar

Oh I like that. That sounds so nice. So good. 💜💜💜

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André's avatar

I can offer a peculiar story from current affairs here in Sweden. As some of you know, we are currently in the process of joining NATO. This is despite the fact that most of the grassroots movement of the ruling Social Democrats don't really want it, and the whole left-wing movement is definitely against it. My leftist friends are tripping over themselves currently posting #NotoNato posts on social media, correctly criticizing the undemocratic route taken by our current government. This is despite a heavy propaganda campaign going on in our mainstream media. However, those same friends were definitely cheering or at least dead-silent when the government introduced vaccine passports at events this winter. Suddenly, when a government initiative was in line with their neurotic beliefs, those leftists friends saw no problem with this undemocratic dictate. It truly felt like I had crossed over to a parallell dimension where me and my friends could think rationally about most things, except for this one Covid thing where they had sort of developed a spiritual blind spot.

I say spiritual because it's not really about numbers: you don't actively enforce a two-tier society in a liberal Western democracy. If you do that, you no longer have a soul.

The most scary thing is that these two years have been the most transformative years in a lifetime and most people just didn't seem to care that much. They were happy to stay at home for an unspecified period of time and then take an infinite number of shots from an untested vaccine. Or maybe they cared but were too afraid to speak out, and that's equally scary. It was like we've been living in a material world (for a lack of better word) for too long so they've been deprived of all passion, spirituality and critical thinking.

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Laura Kasner's avatar

My brother-in-law said to me this past Sunday, I don’t have time and I don’t care. So there you go 😢. I so wanted to say, stop being a coward.

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Sharon Wood's avatar

Ppl seem very worn. That’s part of the plan to weaken, then takeover. There are a lot more of us but most don’t feel they can do anything or someone else will take care of things eventually. It does feel useless at times to be pre-occupied with all this, yet, I CANT SEEM TO IGNORE THE ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM. Sometimes I wish I could.

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Jackeroo's avatar

Could it also mean that your perception of vaccines and everything you once trusted and knew about the science that you learned at college and other jobs (your framework) has perhaps been swept out from under you and you need to reassess the truth of where you stand?

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Jessica Rose's avatar

Could be...

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Kat Bro's avatar

And I feel like it's a burden to see the truth right now... b/c of outside pressure to be blind

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Colin Plummer's avatar

Love your honesty, sense of humour and humanity. You are a true scientist - keep struttin' your stuff!

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Jean James's avatar

As nurses we tend to be coerced onto vaccine roller coasters, but I’m scared of roller coasters so I tend to watch the risk takers from solid ground. And since I was there to witness the 2009 swine flu ride crash and burn, I knew to be cautious. In December 2020 I watched my colleagues getting sick immediately after the vaccine, and overheard the RRTs called for other colleagues receiving the vax at work, and realized very quickly this ride was not starting off well. So I passed on the thrill of a novel mRNA ride, and looked to Aesop instead and was reminded that slow and steady wins the race.

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